Thoughts

I'm starting to think that the only genre i can really write about is the pain and happiness of love. I feel like i am really limiting myself with subject matter. I plan to put together a mixtape soon trying to debut as a rapper; but I'm not sure if i can rap a bout love. I'm really not sure if I can rap at all. Can i be like Common and do spoken word over a beat?  I'm not sure. That is his gimmick. No one does it better. But I've got to do something to get famous. No I don't want the fame. I just want the check that comes along with it. I want to take care of my family and my niggas that have always had my back. Maybe getting noticed a little more wont hurt either. Seems like women only truly see me when I'm writing or performing. After that, I'm a ghost. I'ts funny though because i don't want that attention either. The only girls who's attention I want, I got. Maybe next time it won't be "bad timing"